No, not worried about cheating. I have a core wound and a fear of abandonment. She’s expressed to me in the past about how I didn’t put in enough effort to reach out to text/call, so I’m working on that. And unfortunately when I didn’t see the results this time, it spiked me, thinking she was mad at me and was ignoring me. It’s something I need to work on, recognizing that the responses she did give should be sufficient. Taking a step back and trying to soothe myself. Yes, I’ve been very anxious the last few days….but privately….and on Reddit. ?
Oh shove it.
No, not worried about cheating. I have a core wound and a fear of abandonment. She’s expressed to me in the past about how I didn’t put in enough effort to reach out to text/call, so I’m working on that. And unfortunately when I didn’t see the results this time, it spiked me, thinking she was mad at me and was ignoring me. It’s something I need to work on, recognizing that the responses she did give should be sufficient. Taking a step back and trying to soothe myself. Yes, I’ve been very anxious the last few days….but privately….and on Reddit. ?