You can feel how you feel. But acting on those feelings (“how can I make him regret breaking up with me?”) is where we are veering into toxic ex mode. Listen, it’s been a year. Holding on to the illusion of “it was perfect” (which, obviously it wasn’t, because he left) for a year is doing you no favours. I highly recommend seeing a therapist, so you can process all this and gain some much needed perspective. It’s time to leave that fantasy behind.
Try an army related sub not one for people seeking relationship advice.
Shoot your shot, if he find a girl at school you will be left wondering and hating it for not knowing what could have been.
Maybe it works and maybe it doesn’t but at least you will know.
You can feel how you feel. But acting on those feelings (“how can I make him regret breaking up with me?”) is where we are veering into toxic ex mode. Listen, it’s been a year. Holding on to the illusion of “it was perfect” (which, obviously it wasn’t, because he left) for a year is doing you no favours. I highly recommend seeing a therapist, so you can process all this and gain some much needed perspective. It’s time to leave that fantasy behind.
If it was consensual within the relationship then it wouldn't be cheating?