I don't know, man. You can reach out if you really want, because life is short, but by your own admission, you were never close and you haven't spoken in three years.
If you do reach out, please, for the love of god, don't tell her about your “heart choosing her” and your persistent, decade-long crush from afar. Just ask her to get coffee sometime and try to be casual.
This is just a skill that will come with time. You don’t have to be perfect at it now, but work toward it. Know what you deserve
I don't know, man. You can reach out if you really want, because life is short, but by your own admission, you were never close and you haven't spoken in three years.
If you do reach out, please, for the love of god, don't tell her about your “heart choosing her” and your persistent, decade-long crush from afar. Just ask her to get coffee sometime and try to be casual.