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I’ve told her i don’t see things being this way in the next few months. Either I’m gone or she tells her “ex” and she’s agreed. So I guess subconsciously I’m waiting for that
Hey, OP, I'm in a similar boat. OCD, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, PTSD, anxiety, eating disorder. I've been through a psychosis before.
I just got out of a deep. 5-year mixed mood (manic and depressive combined) episode that saw me lose my only friend. My wife and I are divorcing and she started sleeping with her new girlfriend 5 weeks after sleeping with me. I rebounded with a woman for 3.5 months, but we broke up December 30th because my depression was still causing me to sleep too much/lack motivation.
What's helping keep me alive (and believe me, some days I struggle) is having a good support team. I don't just mean a therapist. I have a social worker to help connect me with resources in the community, I have my psychiatrist for medication and bad Indiana Jones metaphors, and I have my psychologist to do the deep dives that bring the real healing.
Not every therapist or psychologist helped me. In fact, it's taken me decades to find the right ones (maybe 4 out of 9 therapists helped). But the right therapist will open doors to invaluable insight into where your emotions are coming from and what they're trying to tell you. And the thing is, these good therapists just guide you along the way, but it's really you who will find the answers and make the connections. He/she will ask the questions to get you to your own answers. Don't expect the answers to be given to you directly.
I'm currently moving out of my wife and my old apartment. I'm moving into transitional housing for 1-3 years, where my living habits, routines, social life, work life, budget, everything will be receiving supervision and support. For me, it's necessary because I was in the psychiatric hospital for most of my teenage years and I didn't properly learn good life skills/adulting. I just need a little help to get to a place where I'm fine on my own. And you know what? I'm hella grateful! Because I can finally admit that trying to struggle through daily life, I wasn't okay.
Please persist in seeking out whatever level of help and support you need to lead a healthy life. Don't give up, and don't take “no” for an answer when people say there's nothing more that can be done. You need to be your own advocate for your mental health needs.
You will start over and rebuild your life. With mental illness, sometimes we have to rebuild again and again. Just learn from the past and learn to forgive yourself. Learn to leave the past where it belongs. Don't punish yourself. You can get through this, because you're a lot tougher than you imagine.
Its a big deal especially when he knows what I like and dont like. I would tell him for example I love this bracelet etc so its kind of disappointing that he doesnt feel like he wants to get something for me that I wanted. I do the same to people I care about
My bf calls me poopstain ??♀️ some guys just like weird nicknames lol
its so sad & hurtful to the partners/spouse as its often abused by as*holes as you mentioned “testing the waters”.
You’re dick drunk.