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Not sure what you’re talking about, today was the first time I’ve asked this specific question. But if you don’t want to properly answer it, just keep on scrolling
I see what you mean. Well, first and foremost I think you need to take a deep breath. This is relatively common in marriages to an extent. You’re unsure of where you stand emotionally speaking in your marriage and are anxious about having long term regrets in your lifetime. Due to this you’re thinking about the past and you want that connection back that once made you feel like a million bucks. But this isn’t a new connection, it’s an old one, so it’s very confusing. Take into account that typically high school relationships are far easier than marriages so it’s easy to toss on some rose colored glasses. Teens don’t usually carry the same burdens that adults do, so the love can feel effortless. That’s why most people wanna go back to childhood and there’s sayings such as “oh, to be young again.”
With that being said, what this really boils down to is whether or not you want to try to water your grass or you want to cut your losses and start over. I am going to say something very kindly, so please do not be offended, but you wrote that you have always felt this way regarding your wife (tried to end it, couldn’t, still married her). You also wrote you have a decent marriage overall and she wouldn’t think anything was wrong if you were to end it. What I will say (once again kindly) is that your wife deserves a marriage/relationship where she is 100% chosen as the first pick and loved. If your mind is elsewhere to the extent this woman is on your mind a majority of the time, that’s not fair to your wife and I’m sure you know that and do feel guilt over it. That does happen though. Married people who have happy marriages sometimes do fall in love with other people for many many many reasons (one being emotional connection and feeling they are far more understood by a third party).
All of this said, I believe you should talk to a loved one you can trust or if that’s not an option, seek out counseling for these feelings. If you’re willing to give your marriage an honest shot, that’s awesome. If not since you’ve felt this way for so long, then that’s okay too and your wife will eventually be okay. You all are so incredibly young and yes marriage is a lifelong commitment that works in an ideal world…but the harsh reality is sometimes it just doesn’t. Like I said, your wife deserves a significant other that wants to be with them and is proud to say that’s the choice they made. Same for you though.
I know you fear that if you were to leave your marriage and ultimately come to that difficult decision, you fear your ex from high school wouldn’t want to be with you. Well, you should never leave a marriage for anyone because that’s a crap way to go about things, if you do leave it should be because it’s the right decision for you or your partner. It should be because it’s simply no longer working. You don’t know that this woman will want to be with you and that’s okay. Maybe and maybe not, but that isn’t really your concern right now nor a top priority. There are other women out there and you don’t know if one day you will find someone who aligns with you and brings that breath of fresh air back into your life. It doesn’t sound like your wife has done anything wrong though in the marriage to make you feel justified in leaving…you’re just not mentally there and feel like things are lacking. So once again, do you care to fix it on your end?
If you are day dreaming of another woman so frequently for so long, wondering what life would be like with her, and she crosses your mind what feels like every second of every day, the excitement and the energy she brings is unmatched to you…then I don’t know that your heart is in your marriage at all. Maybe you love your wife as a person but just really are not in love with her at this point…I know you wrote you weren’t sure you’ve ever been in love with her, but I would think at some point you were enough to marry her, so remember that!
Married people can get crushes, that’s normal, but if your connection with another woman outside of your commitment feels so strong that they occupy your mind rent free and you find yourself considering them, they are the first thing on your mind in the morning and the last thing on your mind before bed, you worry about them in excess (more than a friend), and you find yourself thinking about them in downtime when no communication is happening (more than you would a friend)…then I think it’s time for you to really consider that. Once again, whether or not she feels the same is moot right now because you’re married. It just should lead you to believe it is time to heavily consider your next steps.
Despite everything I’m saying, please remember I’m a stranger on the internet and I’m in NO WAY encouraging you to leave your marriage or telling you what to do. I’m simply pointing out things I’ve noticed that you’ve said and providing food for thought. So, to reiterate, I think talking to someone, counseling, perhaps couples counseling, and then deciding time. But please do not stay in this marriage and just continue going through the motions while you’re numb to it all. It’s a disservice to not only your wife and her well-being, but your own as well.
Both of you deserve passion and honest love. So if that’s not with your wife, you either decide to build that up with her or you leave. But like I said, I cannot tell you what’s right or what’s wrong. Only you know that.