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When someone rejects you the normal course of action is to cease contact with that person. The problem here seems to be that you're still talking to this guy. Maybe just stop.
This post…is like a gut punch…it’s been nearly 5 years.
I was in a verbally abusive relationship for almost 9 years. It progressed into a physically abusive relationship by the time I divorced.
You are the reason people like me question themselves. You are the reason abuse victims stay silent.
The difference between my story and this one is that I didn’t make anyone choose. I lost my entire friend group because I’d moved far away from my own friends and family and assimilated into the group of friends my ex-husband had for years. They remain friends to this day. And just as recently as this past month I’ve had multiple breakdowns and flashbacks/panic attacks because I found out they’re all preparing for this man to marry his fiancé and have been attending pre-wedding festivities. I am watching all the friends I had celebrate a man who gave me a concussion, beat a door in, punched holes in walls, beat another door in, throw large objects while fighting, and intimidate me more times than I could ever count by screaming into my face until I was a crying shaking mess.
I have CPTSD. I have severe anxiety and struggle on and off with depression. I spent so many years having my reality slowly chipped away that by the time I left the relationship it took months and years to fully comprehend reality and to even fully admit what I’d gone through.
Why? Because I wasn’t perfect. I’d yelled. I’d been a bitch. I’d fucked up royally in my relationship. I wasn’t easy to deal with. I was drunk during the final incident when I ran for what I thought was my life. I’m not sure if you know how terrifying it is to run from someone you think might actually kill you in blind rage, but I do. I know what it’s like to be physically unable to go to certain parts of a city for years upon years because it brings back uncontrollable panic and makes you shake even when you try your hardest to keep it together. I know what it’s like to have an emotional flashback when someone says something that puts me back in that hell, even inadvertently. Sometimes you can disassociate for days. Sometimes you can ruminate and not sleep for 36 hours because you’re so terrified of the whole world and everything around you being a perceived threat. I bet you don’t know that hell, because if you did you’d never have posted this. I online that hell every goddamn day of my life. Here’s the kicker. Even typing this I still have waves of uncertainty about whether it really happened to me. I have photographs of the damage. Of a door beaten in. Scans from the doctor’s office. Paper that says I had a concussion from falling by accident. Because I lied and said I’d just fallen by accident. I was afraid of the truth. I couldn’t say the words. Some days I still can’t. And I even kept in contact after that and pretended I was fine. I was fine until I wasn’t. And that wasn’t for anyone but me to decide when I was ready to talk about the truth.
It’s been 1,727 days since I ran for my life.
Fuck you if you think having to stop hanging out with some guy is upsetting. Fuck you if you think it’s okay to talk about “ex-wife” being her normal, happy, social self after being abused as though it’s something to be ashamed of. Like it’s some sort of goddamn crime to have a normal day instead of being a sobbing mess on the floor. Do you want her to wear a sign around her neck with the full story? What the FUCK do you want her to do exactly to prove to YOU of all people that her story is true? Fuck you,fuck you, fuck you a million times over for being so self-absorbed that you think being “told” you shouldn’t be friends with an abusive man is some sort of grave injustice.
You are the reason abuse victims online in their silent hell too afraid to speak the truth. 1,727 goddamn days it’s been, and it still feels like it was yesterday sometimes.
I am so so sorry for your loss of a distant-ish guy you knew and want to maybe hang out with. It must be devastating.
How old is the kid? There must be pages more to this story
Ideally, you want to be as much of yourself as possible while just ironing out anything that you feel like you need to work on. Again, I don't know you personally but you are free to self reflect on what you want to add to your personality.
Sometimes small things, like forgetting pick up a few clothes off the floor or not throwing something away. Sometimes big things like her not communicating effectively or my anger getting the better of me.
Sorry my anxiety is through the roof. Just found out we're meeting up tomorrow. How do I even start the conversation?!
I mean, once you get into your late 20's and 30's, marriage usually is the end goal of dating. OP, do you want to get married or not? Because most people over 25 who know they want marriage, kids, etc etc, AREN'T going to wait around for years for a partner to make up their mind if they want the same thing – they want to know early on if that's where the relationship is going.
If you don't want to get married, ever, that's absolutely fine. Just make sure your partner knows that early on in the relationship so you can be sure you're both on the same page.
We don't have health care. So we don't have a pcp either. We are both self-employed and this last year wasn't so good to us.
Have you considered trying therapy? You seem to have a lot of existential dread to work through that definitely isn't going to help you on the dating world.
Ah, I see.
There's always the option to rent or lease. Was she paying you rent? If not, the money she spent on construction could possibly be considered rent. Talk to her and try to come up with a cohesive plan that works for both of you. Perhaps, you could break up, but on-line together for a while until she gets a place? Then, you sell or get a roommate(s)?
Whatever you do, it starts with a conversation.
To answer one of your questions, what you describe isn’t normal and isn’t healthy.
She needs to move out and get some distance. No normal roommate is going to police someone that way; let alone snitch to their family. If she’s already being overcharged, she can afford to rent from wherever… and anything is better than that.
Yes she does. She is on medication she has been 5150ed twice. I just feel like a peice of shit for maybe leaving her because her world revolves around me and the kids.
Here's the thing – I have a fear of becoming “too annoying” and driving the person away.
When they remove your cervix it made a difference,at least it did for me and I was speaking for myself not ANYONE else..
Take her up on her offer, however, break…up.
She's basically telling you she is going to cheat on you. And the argument, that was her trying to blame you so she could slip in the “we need a break”.
Your relationship is actually over, and you deserve much better then this.
Fine as long as both people are consenting adults, the is nothing illegal going on and the two people are compatible & happy together.
I'm only attracted to guys that are older than me and have always dated with a minimum 15 year age gap.
Tried to use logical arguments to gaslight OP and cover his really bad factual argument
I don’t say it to be hurtful. But there’s always going to be something or someone you haven’t tried. Crushing on a girl, meet an amazing guy…. I think you need to get to the root of why you think this could be such a soul and relationship crushing regret in the future. There are people I would have liked to date or sleep with or things I would’ve liked to try, but was in a committed relationship. They’ll always be a what if but never a big regret…