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Where are you living that you can walk around the house in so few clothes, is it not winter there?
Your dog is the victim in your actual post, not you.
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He is from Lebanon, which is a country where GENERALLY speaking, the definition of a “high maintenance” woman, is one who practically lives in nail parlours, salons, surgeries, Botox/fillers have been the norm for many years, & the overall hyper-fixation on looks is very apparent there. Again, this is NOT all Lebanese women, but enough to make a somewhat generalisation. I am from Iran myself, so the concept of the women being heavily focused on their looks relatively more than most other counties (nails always being painted, cosmetic enhancements, getting work done etc) is not too far from home at all nor a foreign concept to me, as both of our countries are fairly similar in this respect. He was raised most of his life in Lebanon, so I assume part of the reason nails & other physical things seem so significant to him could be due to all of the women he was surrounded by during his childhood & throughout growing up. His mother is no exception, as she is never spotted without a full blowout & her nails painted. She is beautiful, but that type of lifestyle & that look is not for me. Hence, I believe his cultural background & being Middle Eastern partly explains his view towards the way women should be held to high standards. As a Middle Eastern woman myself, this is not a new discovery, bur common knowledge.
Whenever we go out to eat, or attend certain events, I always ensure I look & dress nice. I personally think I do more than a decent job at it. I have never seen my boyfriend not wear the same pair of worn out trainers wherever we go over the past three years. He doesn’t put in an effort into how he dresses at all, not even once, but I NEVER even make a mere SUGGESTION that he takes more time getting ready, or telling him to wear something more formal. I love him so much that I don’t even think much of it & I find him handsome regardless, it doesn’t even cross my mind to tell him to dress up to a similar standard I normally do.
He tells me he would shave his beard, grow it, or do whatever I tell him to do with his hair if I told him to, but I like him exactly how he is & I would never even suggest he changes anything, let alone pressure him into changing. He says that because he is willing to do these things for me, that I should be happy to change whatever it is about myself that he deems fit. But it bothers me as I feel like he is looking to change me to the point where I am out of my comfort zone & don’t feel like myself anymore, it’s inauthentic. Plus, we currently are living in different continents for a while, so he can’t even SEE the changes I were to make physically in person, so I don’t know why he continues to be so adamant.
I have always liked to look good & put effort into my appearance, even if I am just going on a walk, to an appointment, or to a shop. By that, I don’t mean I wear a lot of makeup, but rather just looking presentable & wearing more than sweatpants (not that there is anything wrong with wearing something more casual, being comfortable should be priority!). I have grown up in a family where my parents have always took time to look good no matter where they are going, so I guess I was conditioned to grow to be the same in addition to watching my weight & exercising. The point I am trying to make is that I do take care of myself, but not to my boyfriends taste- which means nails being done & so on.
If you made it to the end, I sincerely apologise for how long this post is… I just have so much on my mind & I feel broken, so I went on a bit of a rant here.
This is a man I love dearly & we have intentions of marrying soon, but there are major issues like everything I have mentioned that have given me cold feet, & I would much rather face the true reality, even if if is bitter.
Any advice or help regarding this matter would be greatly appreciated!