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What is her plan to get her Masters without you? Don’t do it…
OP, obviously what you are doing is wrong. You seem sincere at least, in that you intend to try to make changes. I don't know if your GF would actually take you back. I actually suspect she would. I am going to highly encourage you not to be with her, regardless of if she would. I will give you some benefit of the doubt and try to give you real advice here. A lot of people are saying work on yourself, but you don't really seem like you know what that means.
You and your GF should not be swearing at each other when you fight. You mention she has bipolar. It can be really very hot to tell if that is just an excuse that you are using to make your behavior more palatable or if what is actually going on is that her mental illness is making her behave outside the accepted social bounds and you are following her off the cliff. But neither of those things are okay or a good reason for your behavior. Assuming you aren't just using it as an excuse, in no world is swearing and using derogatory slurs a good way to deal with a loved one who is dealing with mental health related meltdown.
It is okay to recognize that you do not have the needed patience or mental stability to handle having a close relationship with a partner who has an intense mental illness.
Whether you are trying to get back with her or not, you need to seriously ask yourself how you ever got to the point of using derogatory slurs at people at all. When was the first time you said one (if you remember), if you don't remember, what environment were you in where that was normal and accepted? What other consequences have you gotten for using them, if any? If “none” are you absolutely sure about that? Are you often attracting seriously anti social people as friends and partners, because that could definitely be a consequence. How hard do you think it would it be to stop? What might trigger you to say them and why? If you feel triggered to use one, what are you going to do instead?
Practice that. Imagine someone saying the exact thing that will hit your buttons and say out loud what you would say instead. Or count to 10. Or whatever else it is you need to do to actually get rid of that behavior entirely.
Stopping this is about more than just getting back together with her and it's even more than just “being a better person.” You need to stop this because it is fucked up, anti-social behavior, that is overall bad for you. To put it in another context, do you wash your ass because you want her as a GF or because you need to wash your ass?
It doesn't matter what she is or is not doing. Your behavior has been completely beyond the bounds of acceptable behavior–so ask yourself “what are you going to do about it?” That is the beginning of working on yourself and you don't need books or a therapist to do it, though it might help.
That's still not a good thing to do. Staying in a relationship just to get rights for a kid?
Especially after OP threatened to break up over the name of the kid. They're both garbage. Keeping the sham of a relationship going does nothing for the kid other than build up resent and a very long and bullshit court case