I'm sorry for what you're going through ThrowRAmster_9. I lived through a similar horror story myself. Your wife has made it very clear that she doesn't love you. You just met her boyfriend/husband requirements when she had an opening. And now you don't.
I'm sorry. It sucks really bad. Its been 30 years and it still makes me cry to think about it. Not because I miss her. She was a bitch of the highest magnitude even before she dumped me. And I let her treat me like shit because I thought she really loved me. That's what hurts. That I put up with being in an abusive relationship because I was lonely. That's my story.
My advice to you is to leave her. It will hurt much worse to get dumped. Believe me. Good luck figuring it out.
She wants me there with her, but not pressuring me
I'm sorry for what you're going through ThrowRAmster_9. I lived through a similar horror story myself. Your wife has made it very clear that she doesn't love you. You just met her boyfriend/husband requirements when she had an opening. And now you don't.
I'm sorry. It sucks really bad. Its been 30 years and it still makes me cry to think about it. Not because I miss her. She was a bitch of the highest magnitude even before she dumped me. And I let her treat me like shit because I thought she really loved me. That's what hurts. That I put up with being in an abusive relationship because I was lonely. That's my story.
My advice to you is to leave her. It will hurt much worse to get dumped. Believe me. Good luck figuring it out.