My (34f) Husband (41m) is annoyed with me and I feel horrible
So I gave birth 10 weeks ago and was cleared to have sex again but I'm just not there mentally right now. My husband has been wanting sex for weeks. I’ve just been so tired and emotional and drained I kept putting it off until finally we visited his family with him for Thanksgiving and his brothers were ribbing him about how he's never going to get laid again and when we got back home, he was just like ok now I've waited long enough, I've been patient with you, you gotta give me something. So I just was like ok. Then I felt gross after and when I told him I wished our first time again went different he got so mad at me. He kept acting like I was accusing him of something but I wasn't. I know I could’ve said no and stopped it and that’s not on him but he's pissed that I'd say yes and then feel weird after.
I wish I never opened my mouth. I don’t know how to make this right.