Mother and father (55M) and (48F)ask for what reason I’m (22F) never household and are mean to me about it. But when I am home they may have extremely loud *screaming* intimate plays. Then deny it

I know I enjoy too old to still be at home. I have no money saved up I’m dumb blah blah you don’t have to mention that considering that I know. I am in online community college and learned down the line that I have learning afflictions. Learning disabilities that weren’t disclosed to me when I was younger, because my parents believe that if I work hot a sufficient amount of I could get over them. ( just mentioning- my dad was developed in colorado USA as well as my mom was born in Mexico- both grew up poor. Even this is why they think this?? ) anyways, I found out which they knew since I was approximately 4 and just never did anything about it because they don’t also believe in it basically. I have also found out my 2nd score teacher told them We most likely have autism and should get tested. Never got me tested yet My spouse and i showed all the signs. I didn’t talk to anyone not to mention chose to be basically silence for gods sake entirely up to 12 years fucking old. I was put in ESL any throughout elementary because My spouse and i didn’t talk. Even though my very own first language is English and I’ve always been fluent. I assume this happened because I was in a mostly light school and they just answered that I didn’t speak Everyday terms since I refused to talk. Mother and father did NOTHING about this. Really dont know what the fuck to attempt! I literally need help. Mother and father are so mean to me while I try to talk to these people about these things like an adult these get extremely offended. This evening I came home on 10. I hear introspection music blasting and moaning. I had just came back from the gym and was not eating right so I decide to still eat downstairs but I chance the tv all the way up. Obtained a 2 story household. I on-line in a heart class family it is a attractive big house. I then put very own headphones in as well given that hearing that is pretty problematic to me. From moaning that goes to SCREAMING. I can find out this screaming while I currently have headphones in and tv all the way up. The shouting (from sex) on and off intended for 10 fucking minutes which i know of because I listen to it in between the music I’m blasting in my room once I managed to get to it. Literal screaming. My mate calls me I answer by that time it ceased. I’m just talking to my friend about how I might come over since I want to avoid this shit. I kid you not. My partner and i hear my dad at my door. He tells me stop closed up and stop making noises THAT IM KEEPING THE DOG AND MY MOM UP??? My answer is what are you talking about? When i heard screaming!!!!! So I couldn’t sleep! He then says no I didn’t. I didn’t hear screaming? I’m also talking to my friend at this moment -normal tone- and my dad suggests stop talking and go to sleep.. I’ve never hallucinated around me or had issues that way. I bring up the past from the first part of this post simply because everything I have brought up to my parents that possibly can mess up their ego or anything???? They deny??? Why is it they help keep denying my reality could they be trying to say I’m loopy or what??? please if anyone has felt with this type of thing give me advice, or on the exterior of perspective please help. I depended on them all my life. Any kind of advice on how to escape going to helpful. All I’ve better-known is depending on them for cash. I’ve never felt preferred. Just like a burden. I don’t need to be dependent on people who have treated people like this.. I appreciate the house over my head and currently being raised by them I am thankful but wtf!!! Be sure to help. TDLR: Parents make an effort to try to manipulate me and set me down about certainty. Going insane. My mom is without question toxic and my dad is certainly narcissistic and I don’t implement these words lightly. Guidelines needed.

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