I actually (28M) found my gf (25F) in bed with her ex last night. I’m broken.

We (28M) found my gf (25F) in bed with her ex last night. I’m broken.

I’m not sure if I’m looking for advice or just ranting.

I work 6am to 6pm on work days. She works evenings till midnight. She lately wrecked her car therefore she has been getting trips. I told her to contact me if she actually needed one, here’s could be the only number that will ring on my phone at night. Anyway, last night she gets off at midnight and tells me some girl named Amanda is taking her home. I wake up at 1AM and see these texts. I actually say alright and wish her a good night. The girl does the same.

After I woke up I could not rest. I stayed awake to 3am with just some general insomnia. So I call out of work plus decide to drive to her plus surprise her with hugs and snacks. I make it happen and her ex bfs truck is there. They are during sex together.

She came to the doorway and I said goodbye and left.

Guys, I had closed my heart off meant for 12 years, since I has been 16. My HS sweetheart broke my heart and I just pushed every possible gf away after that. 12 years later this happens once i opened to her. She produced me so happy it had been almost weird. I am completely crushed. She said the girl just needed a trip and he was sleepy and whatnot. But I know much better. My heart physically hurts. I can’t eat. Can’t sleep. Can’t stop puking. I’m broken. Just make sure you anyone help or show me what to do to make it stop.

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